![hmmm. i never thought i would feel this way about a new beginning.
i’m not really one to reject change. as a matter of fact i’ve always welcomed it. i love new experiences and things like that. but for some reason i’m finding it really hard to deal with the idea that we are just suddenly moving out of our loft. the decision for us to move was definitely in our best interest, but it kind of happened really suddenly. and then in a matter of a week most of our things were gone. i guess maybe it’s because this was our first place, or maybe it’s because i myself was definitely not considering the idea of moving yet…but whatever it was i am just so surprised that i feel so attached. i know that in the long run it’s not that serious, because i know eventually we would have moved regardless. but sometimes it really sucks rolling with the punches and having to believe that everything happens for a reason.
on the bright side, my new roommates seem really nice, i’ll be living SO close to campus, my rent will be much cheaper, and i’ll be in an area where a lot of students live so i’ll most likely meet a lot of new people and have some really fun times. oh yeah, and when our lease is up in may…dan and i will hopefully be getting a place together. and that’s something i’m definitely looking forward to. :]
so yeah… i’m going to try not to dwell too much on this. i think this loft has been such a blessing and ashley and i really turned it into a place we could call home. i think i’m proud of the fact that it hurts to leave. sometimes life gets confusing, throws some curve balls you weren’t expecting… but it’s important to learn how to adapt to circumstances you didn’t anticipate. if you can’t do that somewhere along the line you’ll get left behind. cheers to moving forward.](http://5.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kr8cvxW8Sm1qzwb90o1_400.jpg)
hmmm. i never thought i would feel this way about a new beginning.
i’m not really one to reject change. as a matter of fact i’ve always welcomed it. i love new experiences and things like that. but for some reason i’m finding it really hard to deal with the idea that we are just suddenly moving out of our loft. the decision for us to move was definitely in our best interest, but it kind of happened really suddenly. and then in a matter of a week most of our things were gone. i guess maybe it’s because this was our first place, or maybe it’s because i myself was definitely not considering the idea of moving yet…but whatever it was i am just so surprised that i feel so attached. i know that in the long run it’s not that serious, because i know eventually we would have moved regardless. but sometimes it really sucks rolling with the punches and having to believe that everything happens for a reason.
on the bright side, my new roommates seem really nice, i’ll be living SO close to campus, my rent will be much cheaper, and i’ll be in an area where a lot of students live so i’ll most likely meet a lot of new people and have some really fun times. oh yeah, and when our lease is up in may…dan and i will hopefully be getting a place together. and that’s something i’m definitely looking forward to. :]
so yeah… i’m going to try not to dwell too much on this. i think this loft has been such a blessing and ashley and i really turned it into a place we could call home. i think i’m proud of the fact that it hurts to leave. sometimes life gets confusing, throws some curve balls you weren’t expecting… but it’s important to learn how to adapt to circumstances you didn’t anticipate. if you can’t do that somewhere along the line you’ll get left behind. cheers to moving forward.
